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More on My Amazing Breakthrough

Happy Hump Day!  In my last blog post I was recounting a breakthrough that I had and I wanted to finish up my thoughts, in the hopes that, it might be of some value to someone else out there who may be struggling.  Ever since I started working with the LDW Family, and even before, I have been really good at putting other people before myself.  But I am done with that.  I cannot be fully present to anyone any longer at the expense of myself.  I just can’t.  I broke through to the other side of that and I feel that I have found myself, my calling, and all of you!  Oddly, when I was at my lowest, you were the bright light at the end of the tunnel.  I now know, at the very depth of my core, that I was born to do this.  To talk to all of the people that I talk with about their sexuality and in so doing, help them to love parts of themselves that might give them shame.  Or, in really happy circumstances, help them celebrate their bodies and their sexuality with a rocking hard orgasm!  Either way, it’s wonderful, soul-fulfilling “work” that I feel blessed to be able to do.  I hope that I get to serve you, by having you serve me, for a very, very long time.  As this is a topic near and dear to my heart, I will no doubt have plenty more to say about this in blog posts to come.  Stay tuned!  😉

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Happy Valentine’s Day and Part One of a Lesson in Self-Love (And no, it’s not what you’re thinking!)

Happy Valentine’s Day!  I am feeling like I need to write a love letter to myself on this day.  As you may have noticed, I have been soooooo not myself, lately.  For this, I apologize.  You see, I have been attempting the impossible:  to be all things to all people whilst neglecting myself.  NEVER a good idea.  And of course, when attempting the impossible the human body likes to just take you down hard.  Sooooo, I am coming back from that, from the brink of all of that madness and insanity of thinking that I am Super Woman and I alone can save the world.  It’s not gonna happen, people.  To tell you the truth, I have had a serious breakthrough with regard to this.  First, of course, I had to have the dark night of the soul.  Feeling so incredibly crappy with this cold I am getting over, and not being able to talk to all of you, made me feel really, really, super duper, depressed, like I have never been before.  I was even asking the very difficult questions that no one ever wants to ask themselves, like what the fuck am I even doing here?  Then, I got better enough to take calls.  I didn’t think I wanted to (typical, “if I win the lottery I would quit working” mentality), but honestly, when I took that first call after being gone for a week, I felt so happy!  Okay, I am going to break this flow up into two posts, don’t want to overdo it and get sick again!  😉

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Phone Sex Goddess Femdom Mistress Courtney
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